2 situations put into 1.

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i guess i won't be able to tell the stories of my "hongkong-china get-away."
ewan ko ba. nawalan ako bigla ng gana just when i was about to. I don't know how to call it. writer's block? ewan ko.

tapos eto pa.

after going through what people call a DVD marathon...ng isang certain show. hahaha...i'm too bashful to admit which. BASTA, it's been shown on TV - tagalized...pero i didnt watch the tagalized one - so - may hint na siguro kayo, 1/3 possibilities nalang yun.

ang weird. sobrang weird talaga. natatawa nga ako isipin.

I feel infatuated after watching it.
hahaha...sana i feel fat nalang mas okay pa. pero infatuated? i don't even know why.
if i put it aside, what's left burdening me is this PRESSURE. well, buti naman hindi academically related. ewan ko ba. siguro the grudge is taking its toil on me. Whenever i think about IT...nasusuka akong isipin na...ayun...basta ayun na yun. so siguro sa infatuation nalang ako kesa YUN. Pero kelangan isipin YUN kasi...kelangan eh...so YUN - yun na YUN.

weird mix

- and there i was...the other night, watching a show on how you can put the fruit flavor into vodka...tapos paano mag mix. hahaha. walang sense na sabihin.

basta.
i don't like this feeling - infatuation - more so dahil wala namang tao na dapat maging dahilan ng infatuation na to...or baka di ko lang narerealize. ewan ko ba.

mag-aaral nalang ako ng 51 - 105 - 141.
sana etong feeling na to maging reason pa para mas galingan ko instead na tamarin ako.

grabe. sana taalga matapos na. PLEASE LORD. ayaw ko na...gusto ko na sumuko - pero malaki ang nakataya.