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Lately, I have been having this freak out sessions with regards to what i need to do for my ece198. I just get so freaked out that I face away and procrastinate. I hate it. I am just so confused. I feel guilty for not doing anything yet, but then i tell myself, "relax, take it at your own pace. Enjoy every moment of vacation while it lasts." Well, I still feel guilty, But, I do give in to the latter's persuasion. It has, after all, been just less than 2 weeks since I became free from last sem.
over all, the sem turned out pretty well. a tres in 53 is not so bad. Heck, I am thankful I did not have to take up the removal exam....I am quite happy and satisfied with the performance for this sem. The guilt feeling of actually not doing super duper well as to pull my grades higher than was expected lingered --- but not for too long though. I has passed. I mean, I could have done better. But, alas, I need at most 1.25 in two of my subjects next sem to actually "make it." But, enough about that. As they say, in this life, the only path available is the path forward. Hahaha, well, they might not have said that, if so, then I said it. haha.
On to lighter side of things.
-It's such a shame that the motorolla razr v8 does not have some of the things that I wish for in a mobile phone. The first things i the lack of expansion in memory. 512 mb is kind of lame. I was hoping that if i did want to buy it, that I would be able to use that memory instead on the v8. But hahaha. why all of this for just a phone? BLAME IT ON THEIR AD! Their (the motorolla razr v8) ad i just so whacked up! It's so cool. Though, reminiscent of the matrix fight scenese, the concept was just so school. To my interpretation of the commercial, it would seem to me that what they were trying to say was that the phone was that "edgy" that it can cut through skin or something haha. the emphasis being put on "edgy" I like the design. But, im still contemplating on whether I would switch phone to it or not. Anyway, if i do have the money, then i guess....But now, I'm broke. I can't even get a hold of a nice pair of shoes I saw...It's all up to mommy. (*evil grin*)
-I can't believe my brother all ready has his PS3!!! @#$@^#% Hehehe. That was just mumbling gibberish. Add insult to the injury - he even has his own lcd tv! although, it was not hdtv. He did say it has hdmi (heheh, whatever that means) --- all i know is that i is compatible with the ps3 - enough to really show case it's console prowess. Haay...Now, I am saying this because this seriously got me thinking about the career path that I should take.
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-Engineering career
-Corporate world career
If I did decide to go into the corporate world, and with a BS in ECE (hmm - knocks on wood thrice), then I will not be able to maximize the growth that engineering students (especially electronics courses) have. I mean, see my brother for example, he decided to go down the career path of a networks engineer - and now he has a stable job in new zealand, with his girlfriend, a ps3, etc etc. Now, YOU WOULD NOT GET THAT IN LESS THAN 4 MONTHS ordinarily - but he did. Well, yes, he is 30 years old. And, he may have acquired enough experience blah blah blah. But the point of it being, can a career in the corporate world bring something like that? My brother has just been working in that company for the said amount of time, but he has already achieved that height.
Once, I forgot when, I told my mom. "Ma, baka di na naman ako mag work sa ibang bansa. Pwede naman akong maiwan nalang dito sa Pilipinas and ako na bahala sa mga ariarian natin." My mom told that to my dad and my sister. And she relayed to me. They laughed at that concept. Well not in the sense of "pangmamaliit" but in the sense of --- hmmm... just plain and simple HUMOR. And my dad's reply was: "Well, that's good, we have someone to take care of us." Hehehe. Well, in my family, where the notion of trying to make up a career here in the Philippines is just a waste of talent (considering monetary returns)...One would think that yes, It will be waste.
So now, the point of the discussion being brought back. If I decided to go and traverse the path to a corporate career - then I will just be stuck here in the Philippines. Yes, there may be opportunities to travel - but that's not really the idea now. The idea being, to be able to create a career elsewhere( abroad) and become stable. Earn big bucks! Hmm...do i hear amounts like 3M pesos per annum? WEll, that would be a great case....but a case that seems thoroughly unlikely if one pursues a career in the corporate world.
But, hmm, the argument of the corporate career is that, right now, I feel as if my interests lie in that direction. I just don't see myself working my ass off and continually burning up my neurons and solving excruciating engineering problems...Well, A good scenario will be, if it was an engineering career - only this time, I am the boss of my own corporation. Now, won't that be a good mix of both things? Well, yes, even I hope for that. But, my family is not really the type to risk things that big...with a lot of uncertainty and probability of failure especially here in the Philippines - well, that's mostly what they think. I do give the Philippines the benefit of the doubt though.
anyway. I digress. my resolution will be to at least try out engineering jobs and see for myself what the result may be. The result may point me 180 degrees in the other direction. Or it may point me to take up my masters or something.
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PS: My mom and I bought this "bed tray." It's wood. Hmm. It's the one that you kind of like use to have bed in breakfast in. Haha. And this is just such a great buy! Now I can really use my laptop in bed. Type stuff. Like what I am doing now, and even read magazines and stuff! It's well worth it. If you do want something to place your laptop on while in bed, you can buy something similar! You can find one in SM. It costs only about 430 pesos! It is sturdy enough! Hmm, oh yeah, just to put emphasis on how I really like this thing. Well, before, since I use my laptop a lot, I put it on the bed, and it heats up due to the lack of ventilation (the bottom being put against something that absorbs the head...blah blah) and I usually end up having it hard on my back and neck since the laptop is so low. So what I do sometimes is put it on a chair and I lie down in bed while using it...so....more trouble to the neck. But say goodbye to those things! hehehe. Plus, it can double to something you can use to have breakfast in bed! Or....vice versa...in this case...since I did buy it for the purpose of using my laptop in bed.
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What is?
My 2nd to the last semester that is! Hahahah! I have been itching to type this entry since....June! Hahahah...Finally! Thank the Lord - for this semester is over. I only have one last semester to go! Thank you sir Escoto for being so kind as to give me full credits to my Machine Problem (based on my computations). I dread having to take another final exam. The last and most traumatizing finals in a major subject I took was EEE23 - and that was like - 2 years ago? Man! Time flies by so fast!
Anyway, since the semester is officially over - anyone planning to go to the beach? "Sama ako!" Hahaha.
So, never mind what happened since the last entry - it's the usual.
study study study - do a machine problem - do a design problem - and finally! Those days are over! well, most of it that is. Next semester will be the final test!! I need to go to the beach to fuel up!!!
For this entry.
I dedicate my first few hours of being 'free of the bondage' that I call "waiting for the exemption list for the eee53 comprehensive exam." I havent been able to sleep properly since last Saturday due to the fact that I can't seem to get to sleep because I can't stop thinking of what may happen to EEE53 - so what I did was waste my time in front of the television and playing persona 3 until I could no longer open my eyes due to the exhaustion and UV exposure from the television.
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Persona 3 is one awesome game! It has the savvy you look for an RPG. The music is great as well - though the influence of jpop is prevalent - who cares! that's why it's so hip and cool. So cool in fact that you won't really be that disturbed by the fact that the protagonists summon their "inner persona" by using evokers - "soul guns" to shoot themselves in the head." Those evokers - i presume - have spiritual bullets. This game is rated R-18 - for violence in visual content. Plus. The story is kind of mature - not in the hentai kind of maturity - but mature in the storyline...deaths, blood and all that.
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So, after seeing the results of eee53. I contacted friends and informed them of their results...[more information dissemination here]...then i fetched my mom to help me kind of celebrate that my sem is now over.
In no particular order:
1) had another haircut. new hair definitely. i never really was fond of spiking your hair up or those kind of minimal styles that look spiked up...but...i left the stylist to his job. I was getting tired of the long hair. And, my hair is awfully "full" [is that how you say makapal na buhok in english?] so --- old semester and hair gone! new hair come new and final semester.
2) ate at itallianis! now, the menu was pretty pretty intimidating. A pasta good for one priced at 330 pesos?! Hahaha. It was good though. Although, that price was already inclusive of the service charge. Anyway, I treated my mom to dinner. I recently earned some cash by just talking and having a conversation with other people. Nope. I'm not some hosto or something. Hahaha! I just wanted to let your mind linger. But I participated in another focus group discussion whose topic dealt with 3G services....and for less than 2 hours of participation - I got 1500 pesos! Worth it, isn't it? Plus! They serve you merienda...which was shakeys...
3) bought 1 dozen of krispy kreme donuts. Delicious! Hahaha. The first and last time I've tried these donuts was when I went to HongKong last December!! About 10months ago! There are no branches near our place so, that's a deterrent. Anyway, since there's one open at trinoma...I'm sure, this will be my official donut choice. Although, I must say, for 1 dozen, it costs so much. I think the bill we had for the assorted was 335? Or something around that amount...But - Hey! It's delicious. It's great. If you have the money for that sort of pleasure and want. Hehehe- ask your mom to buy it for you!
4) Also, as an update, I'm trying to revise my diet. Diet as in what food I intake - not about how much less I have to eat. I have now officially cut out pork and beef of my diet. I should be starting to cut off chicken as well by the end of the week - but I decided to hasten it up and start it yesterday...So for a good 1 and 1/2 weeks now...doing well...doing well....I am still pondering whether or not I should cut out seafood from the diet as well...BUT that could wait. I still have to find a place where I can buy the vegan meals....i mean those that are already prepared...or something like "chicken tofu." Anyway, I hope that goes well....I am doing this because I think it could be a good change to my eating habit. Just trying something new. I get tired of the same routines. But, the sad part of this is, - if I do officially go vegan then, I won't be able to enjoy family reunions! The Pecking Duck! The Lechon! The Lapu Lapu! So...that still something to think about.
5) Though I got 3 in EEE53...I did well in COE115. Yey! I got 1.5. That really was a tough nut to crack! My exam average was just above 60 - but still, the lab grade really pulled my grades up! Hahahaah! I got 100.59...but, I am not saying these things for the sake of saying them. I just needed an intro to say...Even if I do not graduate with honors, I seem to have already accepted the fact that it is okay...because, for this sem, I know for myself that I have given it my best shot...Although....that reality is not too far off...I just need to get really really high grades for next sem. Hahaha! 1.25 average? Anyway, I won't really worry too much about that. I will try to enjoy most of my remaining time in college...enjoy it in the sense that I will take each day as they come...and contemplate what I will do after college. My parents are really pushing for me to go and take up an MS. But, hey!, right now, I don't feel like taking any more exam and going through the same routine I have gone through for - well, I don't know - most of my life! So ---
For now, I'll try to relax! Wait for the day I go to the beach...but right now...ps: two.
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with so many things left undone...where do you start?
Before this sem becomes officially over --- which would mean that next sem has unofficially started (must get a heads start with thesis!) --- remind myself of these things:
- 5 Exams (hopefully - this number is tentative)
- EEE53 (3rd exam October 13 / finals --- hopefully not!)
- ECE153 finals (October 17?)
- ECE 197U finals (hopefully, we win the aMAZE-ing race - hahaha so we get exempted)
- COE115 3rd exam
- Desing Problems / Machine Problems
- EEE53 (1 Machine Problem October 12)
- ECE153 (1 Machine Problem October 15?)
EEE 54 (Design Problem 3), thankfully, I finished this in advanced =)- ECE197U (the aMAZE-ing race! October 5)
- COE115 (MP4 - Thermotes?)
- Thesis
Before this sem officially spills over to the next sem, I should have started coding the FAT16 driver for Z8 Encore! --- my head still spins whenever I see the reference code I have. There's just so many things to start from...so many things to do....ang hirap sobra magsimula...because the thought that after you finish with what you're doing there will be something else to do....it just sucks! As early as now, I wish it's april 27 (the official/tentative date of graduation) --- and hopefully, I will be able to accomplish all of the above to get me there.
I don't even think about graduating with honors too much now. I say that I am trying - but, the bottom line is always - "have you tried hard enough to actually get there?"
God has managed to help me and my groupmates at least leap the first hurdle, with the help from friendly prayers and supportive friends...so now, the next thing is actually serving it up. (let's not talk too much on its details. =) )
So, now...let's start this!
By the way - If you're looking for an anti-virus software that works - hehehe...don't go looking for Bit Defender / ESET NOD32. Go for Kaspersky. At least, it's the one anti-virus software that I actually managed to find a torrent that has a registration key that works. Works as in, it registers you an account - which is great since the updates will be readily available whenever there are any released. I would not have gotten the idea of switching from my symantec to another software until I concluded that it's not as proactive as I want it to be.
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hahaha....
just recently...after our mock proposal in eee190...i stayed late in the lab to finish my eee54 design problem which was due the next day...
and after i finished, i went to the car, still all dressed up and wearing leather shoes...I hate driving in leather shoes so i decided to wear my slippers instead. And then after doing so, I realized that the slacks that I was wearing were the long ones. (I was not able to have them altered because wala naman atang alteration sa giordano...kaya ayun...2 inches longer than necessary and...I didnt want to get into an accident for the reason that my slipper got caught by my slacks...so i decided to change into the shorts that I was initially wearing before the mock proposal started....
and...then...just when I stripped off the slacks...a friend's car drove into the eee parking lot!!! and then...it stopped right beside my car with the car's headlights all turned up...and i was like...SHIT! Im in my undies! hahaha...and then...the worst part of it...was that the car backed up and was only making some sort of u-turn...and it stopped right in front of me...I felt as if I looked like a deer that's about to get run down! hahaha...eyes all wide and stuff like that....hahaha...and then...there were so many of them in the car!!! hahaha...i was still trying to get my shorts on when they stopped right in front of my car...hahaha...that was embarassing. and when I had finished wearing my shorts on....I went out the car to get them on properly...ang hirap kaya mag bihis sa loob ng kotse!!! Hahahah...
the most embarassing part of it...was...hahaha...I think they might actually think I was doing something perverted. hahahahah...and what's even worse is the fact that all of them are from the other org...ahhaha...some people I know, and some I just know by name but not properly introduced.
so anyway...that was embarassing. oh yeah, after I went out of the car to straighten out my shorts....I went to the eee comfort room to check whether I had worn my shorts right. and get out from there sight even just for a slight minute....I should have just changed what I was wearing in the eee comfort room in the first place!
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just 3 weeks for this sem to be over and already, im so wanting to hurl my guts out.
in the next 3 weeks...
i have:
2 exams left for coe115 (one is tomorrow)
2 exams for ece153 (1 midterm - this saturday, finals - who knows when)
1 mp for mobot (get out of the maze!!!) + documentation
1 final mp for coe115 (haaay...im still struggling whether i should split with my partner or not and group with irc peeps. i dont want to be the one heading the group if i stick with my partner and find another group - it's not as if i am underestimating other people - - - it's just that...i think i will have a harder time managing my schedule since my 'thesis' mates are in the other section etc etc....) + documentation
1 design problem for eee54 + documentation (and a docu i need to make a few minutes after this entry)
1 exam for eee53 (hopefully - i get exempted from taking up the comprehensive exam)
1 mp for eee53 (20% of the final grade!!!!)
1 mp for ece153 (i need matlab for this?!)
---final, to top it all off - THE thesis proposal due next wednesday - i dont know how the panel will react - the changes that would be made. will they allow us to pursue the project...etc etc...I just want to hurl when I think about the load that awaits me after this.
Sometimes, I just stare nowhere blankly whenever the thought of all of the things said above pops into my head.
God...please help me get through the remaining of this sem...Next sem will be a better breather - although, the thought of finishing a fat driver using Z8 Encore! as my thesis still has not sunk it...The realization of what is to dawn on me next sem...I can't even think that far ahead...although, i'll just be attending 1 class next sem - ece 113... the rest of the time i will either be home or in the lab programming...so....nevermind. I don't even want to think it will be that easy....
PLUS PLUS PLUS. add to the list above constant progress reports starting this thursday on ward...and...add to that list that I also have to manage my groupmates as the leader. coordinating things, and...managing them as well as managing myself...
So for now...nevermind all of those things! Just get through this sem by living it day by day!
But still....God help me.
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Not even 1 week passed when I have received news of deaths. Even though they are not people who I am well acquainted with...still...death just throws a javelin that somehow pierces through that wall of "non-acquaintance." My condolences to my friends who have lost their loved one. I really wish I could mourn with both of you personally...I'm sorry for your loss...
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hehehe. yey! after a long time of searching...nakabili na ako ng gusto kong klaseng sweater! dati pa kasi ako naghahanap ng sweater na may zipper at may bulsa at may hood. yung iba kasi na maganda, walang zipper. so yung kelangan mo isuot yung sarili mo parang ganun...yung mahirap suotin and mahirap hubarin. meron namang yung mga may zipper at may bulsa at may hood pero ang papangit ng design ang daming mga tahi tahi ang daming mga di mo maintindihan na design...eh mukhang masyadong "noisy" yung dating nung damit...yung parang masyadong papansin...eh yung hinahanap ko simple lang...
so nakakita kami ng mama ko kanina sa gale...actually, nuon ko pa sila nakita...mahal nga lang...nakakaguilty magpabili...eh kanina yey! nakabili na ako ng dalawa. one is all white and the other is red accented by gray. yung isa gusto ni mama yung isa gusto ko...
hahaha. anyway...finally! kasi last week, naikot na namin ng mama ko buong trinoma, wala talaga kaming makita. pero okay na rin. meron na eh....siguro naman makakapagaral na talaga ako ng fifty three nito.
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1408 is out in cinemas...grabe...di ko man lang alam na palabas na...its a film based on stephen king's novel. horror!!! hehehe, siguro manuod ako niyan next next week pa pag tapos na yung coe 115.
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masaya ako at tapos ko na 1st design problem ng 54.
masaya ako at maganda na itsura ng mobot namin kasi binawasan na ng mga wire wires and inayos na ang pagkadikit nung mga circuit...and still...gumagana pa siya.
masaya ako at may bago akong sweaters.
masaya ako at may mga dark chocolates sa bahay ngayon dahil nagpabigay yung kapatid ko...nga lang...ehehe, walang kasamang pera.
masaya ako at...malapit na matapos ang sem! shets isang buwan nalang at mga dalawang linggo tapos na!
masaya ako at...ewan...siguro dahil next sem dalawa na lang subjects ko and i can better explore things in life after graduation.
4malungkot ako dahil ang daming requirements this coming week. exam sa 53, design problem sa 54, mobot contest, coe115.
malungkot ako dahil di ko gusto yung magiging grading system ng ece153...dalawang exam...at dun lang nakabase yung grade mo.
malungkot ako dahil...marami pa akong kelangang aralin para sa 53 at hindi man lang ako makapagsimula dahil inaantok ako.
malungkot ako dahil di gumagana yung site ng tribu-the movie. nagtaka kasi ako kung bakit rated r...eh ngayon di ko naman makita yung site.
malungkot ako dahil nasugatan daliri ko kanina ng isang pin na sinolderan ko ng lead at di ko alam kung bakit may itim sa daliri ko na inakala kong may naiwang lead pero sana naman hindi...ngayon tuloy nagsesearch din ako ng indication of lead poisoning... na sana naman nga hindi ganun yung mangyari...kasi kanina iniisip ko na kung ano gagawin ko sa 53, mobot and 115 kung bigla akong magkasakit...Lord wag po please.
malungkot ako dahil...nagkaroon or meron akong ingrown kanina...kaya tuloy ang hirap maglakad kanina sa eee...tumama pa kasi sa mga nakakalat sa lab.
malungkot ako dahil kanina napakaburara ko sa lab...di ko makita yung masking tape na kakabili ko lang sa coop na dapat nasa lab kasi sabay ko yun dinala sa double sided tape na binili ko.
malungkot ako dahil wala akong magawa ngayon. nakakatamad matulog eh...kasi alam mo gigising ka na kelangan mo mag-aral
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ang dami pang gagawin! kaya dapat idisregard na lahat ng reklamo sa taas na sinabi ko! simulan na ang dapat simulan!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
pero syempre, tulog muna. pagod eh.
Goodnight!
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against the bad reviews, i still decided the watch evan almighty. downloaded though...at the beginning of the film, i was thinking, man, this is boring. can't believe the huge production cost spent for this film...it's not very funny...but but.
i did manage to pick something up from it.
something related to spirituality.
one line from the film, not verbatim though, said something like this:
"God does not give you anything but the opportunity to get something." Of course, I reworded it already. So I guess, that's my quote.
"God does not give you anything but the opportunity to get something" - tipz.
It was in the line of thought similar to this: "When you ask for courage, God does not give you courage. But instead, He gives you the opportunity to be courageous." So, you realize for yourself through that opportunity, the courage you have.
Well, that's about the only good thing I picked up from the movie...so, it wasn't such a waste...
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i should start reading more literature (not engg related) again. I feel as if my vocabulary has become smaller...since, lately, I have to resort to changing from english to tagalog to encapsulate the thought i want to convey. Well, perhaps, it may be due to the person i was having a conversation with...I fade in comparison to him. hahaha. duh. VCFRD.
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my mom and I did get the massage (from previous post). My muscles feel all relaxed now. But, the massage was hard. I mean, the pressure was way more than what I have been having the past experiences...which, I don't know why, is the way I like it. It's like, pleasure after pain. Well, it was not really painful...if you can endure something that hurts/hurt then it's not pain. that's the way i think. about the amount of pressure, well, i demonstrated it to my mom through pressure i applied to her arm, and she said, "baka pagkagising mo bukas may mga pasa ka." hehehe, we'll see, we'll see....later.
good night!
--ps: aircon not fixed yet. the aircon specialist was fully booked when we got there yesterday (huwat?! it's already 431am!) so, hopefully, we get that done come monday morning, so i can get back to the real world (eee) and get an advance stride on the design problems ahead.
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there's someone.
same wavelength.
enjoy!
i have always kept it to myself.
the identity.
but i have divulged it to some very close friends.
and some friends as well, due to the influence of alcohol (?)
---it's some sort of truth or dare.
let's keep it that way. the secret identity. until my biggest commitment, yet, is settled.
the time's about to come. for it to end i mean. hopefully.
note: this is not poetry. im just too lazy to actually construct proper sentences and think about proper sentence structures...hahaha...partially true. you may contradict that statement by referring to this part of the post. but, i just didnt want to say too much. and think of proper sentences to conceal the body of thought. until the biggest commitment is settled. i do hope though that the feelings will still be the same after that biggest commitment is settled. after all, i haven't committed myself to that so there's no guarantee of anything. let's just hope.
im tired. i thought of doing the design problem for 54...but i seem to have a hardtime designing it while lying on my bed...so i just proceeded on to sending an email to my thesis advisers and group mates. a lot of things to do tomorrowstarting 5 hours from now
1) have car fixed. shet na aircon yan. it's dangerous driving habang umuulan nang walang aircondition
2) have other things that are car related fixed...which are 4 more things according to what ive listed
3) get vest from studio (or ask a favor and have someone else get it)
4) squeeze in the search for small lead acid battery.
5) accompany my mom in watching a love story
6) get a massage.
@#6, the perfect end to a stressful week.
--why was it that i felt that i have to correct myself whenever i say that saturday is THE END OF THE WEEK...like, just now, i thought of changing it to a stressful day since sa sunday pa matatapos yung week...ang mindset ko. tsk.---RANT:
bakit nga ba kasi kasama sa category ng weekend ang sunday?! like sasabihin long weekend this...erm...shet...walang ibang way para sabihin...weekend....dahil extended hanggang monday...hindi ba the week starts sunday and ends saturday? im ranting about the grammar of it. kasi...parang, may mali eh. ewan ko ba. baka ako lang. ay shet.pati weekday. bakit ba weekday ang mtwhf kung day din naman ng week and saturday and sunday? since naka base ba ang term natin ng weekend dahil sa end yung saturday and sunday sa 5 days of work. which totals to 7 days all in all which is one week kaya ganun?
---so is it a matter of fact that weekday and weekend are termed the way they are dahil nakabase sila sa "working/non working days of most (if not all) of everyone who's employed and studying?"
TSARAN! I searched it over google (define: weekend)
"The weekend is a part of the week lasting one or two days in which most paid workers do not work. This is a time for leisure and recreation, and/or for religious activities." that definition was taking from...hmm..Wikipedia.
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hahaha...napabasa tuloy ako ng wikipedia!!! GETS ko na. tama nga yung aking hula... hypothesis (since pinagisipan ko yan!! hula is just guessing. hypothesis has intellect mixed with guess)...ang galing. try going to this link:
yey! matutulog na ako.
goodnight.
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Another important life threatening realization.
Guys, sana walang magbago sa samahan natin pag nabasa niyo to. )
I have been wondering about whether Enrique Iglesias had a mole or not. Hahaha. I love the ping pong song. LSS material. And, I just went on to thinking. Teka lang, bakit parang may iba sa mukha niya, may nunal ba siya dati or wala. Hahaha. Then, only this morning did I remember that issue that's been troubling me. So ... eto! hahaha. MERON NGA!
