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Saturday, February 11, 2006

L.O.V.E

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Love is in the air. Hahahah! Fuck. If I wasnt afraid of committments then L.O.V.E would have been very much welcome. But sadly, I am committed to so many things that L.O.V.E will have to wait. Hahaha! The envy! The envy!

Anyway, just came home about 30 minutes ago from EUROSTAR!! Back once again! Hahaha. I was just there last week! Hmm...I hope my cough doesnt get worse. Hahaha...I've been shouting shit and shit and shet hehehe in some rides or rather the Joker/G-Force. Whew! My throat is sore from all the shouting. Hahaha. Poor Joanna...a highschool friend if you may have asked...she's just too fragile for such rides. Hahaha. She seriously lost her face's color after a ride at the flipper then the booster. Hahaha. Then...another knockout after the Joker. Brian and Edeline! Hahaha. Bagay kayo! Kai!!! Hug! Thank you for accompanying me at that height!!!! Nakaka freak out! Kasi naman eh ang bigat natin kaya tuloy....argh! Vertigo anyone?

Whew I am just so tired. Hmm...wasnt able to go to the EEE night. I committed myself to Eurostar first.

I'm exhausted!!!

Tomorrow or rather hours and hours from now...yes mamayang gabi! Ahahah, I must study for Physics...hmm...kasi naman si sir tumlos eh! Patapos na nga yung class na highblood pa sa mga classmates kong hindi nakikinig...hmm...di ko sila nakilala...haay...kelangan ko na rin matapos yung eee 23 homework pati yung eee 103 kelangan kong mareview. Haay...Grabe. I have been idle for a whole week! Nakaschedule pa naman din sa desk calendar ko na dapat tapos na ako magbasa ng physics nung thursday!!! Eh di lumalabas 5 days behind schedule na ako! Hahahah...oh well...

ALSO ALSO!

Grabe yung CNL outburst! Hmph! Dapat ako yung nanalo...binigay ko pa kasi kay ate may yung sagot! Gusto ko pa naman din nung Optical mouse! Sira na yung sa bahay...(di na ako maglalaro ng games para di masira yung mosue!)...baka bili nalang ako kay ate jac. Not unless mabasa to ni ate may at ibigay nalang niya sa akin yung kanyang optical mouse ahahah.

what else is there to update?
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PUmayat na ako ulit ahahhaha. yung ibang mga di ko gusto yung fit sa akin nuon na certain pantalon. Astig na fit sa akin ngayon! Astig!

Wednesday, February 8, 2006

Cough Cough.

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Here are the things that could have possibly led me into having another ahem ahem...cold/sore throat.

SATURDAY:
If you may have noticed the time I updated my blog, it was about 2:45 am then...i think. And I read more of my Artemis Fowl book after so I ended up sleeping at about a little past 4.

Then, I did not really get the best quality of sleep, I was awakened by my mom several times. She was consulting me about certain things that...now that I try to recall...blank. Duh. I was just half awake. Hehehe, that mom of mine! Anyway, Just when I thought that things will be just rest and relaxation, oh no! My mom reminded me that my cousin from the US is coming to visit us at our place...with her husband. Hmm...

So nevermind, I thought they would have come by lunch and since I woke to eat lunch at about 2pm...And watched some bits of news regarding the Wowowee incident, but still they werent there...I decided to sleep again! Ahahaha...And I woke up at about 4pm! And they were already here! Man! Oh mAn!!! I havent taken a bath yet ehehehe...PS: my body was a little sore after the night from Euro Star Carnival.

Anyway, fast forward: My mom volunteered us or rather ME! to drive them to my uncle living at San Juan! And...we found traffic...and I was infuriated fast...really fast. You see...I hate traffic. More so when there is little or none choices of road to take...SO...I forced my mom to experiment! Ahahah...I just went into this "eskenita" and we were almost lost but team effort got us to San Juan! Whew! After that...we all ate at Gateway...nyek...eh diba sana dun nalang namin mineet yung uncle namin...hehehe pero the story was that they wanted to see the place. Alam niyo naman mga Pilipinong balikbayan...dapat ma "fill in" regarding the history that they missed out on.

Anyway, yes, we went home after that... and tulog ulit ako! ahahah...pero pero...

SUNDAY:
At about 2am...I woke up with an aching stomach! Oh no! Damn Damn! I should really start eating more fruits! Err...I dont even want to recall the experience...but frankly speaking, I woke up several times more when I thought I had so-called "dismissed" everything. ahahha.

When I woke, yes my stomach was still a little queasy. Oh yeah, my mom went to a wedding...that's what woke me up. Then sunday went by so and so...so and so...I was not feeling to well that's why I decided not to jog around UP. I waited for my mom's arrival because we were supposed to go somewhere and pick something up. Ahahah...at around 11 something pm...I decided to take a shower...then my mom arrived...and I forgot that I locked the screen door sa ground floor! Ahahaha...so my mom had to wait outside for several minutes...oh yeah, I locked the screen door to let some more natural light in...i mean para hindi na isara yung main door...and i lock para pwedeng maiwan. So anyway, punta kaming somewhere at anonas and picked up the bag of my sister from someone. Then I had a very late dinner. Tsk, sarado pa kasi jollibee sa philcoa then eh. Sa 24 hour diner that's just about 50 meters from our house ako napabagsak. Ahaha...ops. Di ako nagmamatakaw ah! After the painful wake up call at about 2am and several more...and not having eaten a decent meal that day...nobody can blame me.
Oh yeah...bukas na comm 3 OI ko! OI = oral interpretation. I forgot to mention that I did some more practice. Ahahah...little to no more practice nga eh...amazingly after a week of not having practiced that poem...I still remember the words by heart...ang saya saya...VERY NOT LIKE HIGHSCHOOL

MONDAY:
Woke up earlier than usual and left earlier than usual. I had to buy some face paint to complete my act for comm 3. My mom and I went to SM north. I accompanied my mom in buying some stuff for my sister...my mga kailangan pa kasi siya sa Guam and Monday, as in that day na rin yung alis. Grabe ang toxic ng mommy ko ahahah. Anyway. Was able to find the face paint early on pero ang mahal 299pesos! Kaya my mom and I went around the mall to find something while looking for the things that my sister needed. So...Wala na kaming nakita. Dumaan pa nga kami sa make up section ng SM department store pero yung make up mga 250 rin...so isip ko...yung face paint nalang talaga bilihin. Then, nauna akong umalis sa mommy ko. 11am alis na ako...may class pa ako sa physics ng 11 eh. Ahahaha. Anyway I arrived about 30 minutes late! Pero...hehehe okay lang...Hirap din kasi magpark! Grabe puno! May dumating nga pala...India's President came to NISMED i think. That was the cause of some detours thus more cars were led to park in AS.

Then My comm 3 oral interpretation! Weee! I did so well. I am sure of it. Heheheh the only part that I didnt do well was applying the face paint. Argh! I had to redo it about 4 times! Argh! Kaya tuloy na highlight yung eye bags ko hehehe which was the effect that I partially desired. Death. Nothing but Death by Pablo Neruda translated by Robert Bly. Got 1.25 with that performance. Hmm...so far my standing...if I remember it correctly is 1.25...May perfect attendance perk naman so...yes...sana may uno parin ako for this sem. 

TUESDAY:
Got to class for eee23 30 minutes late! Argh! Hehehe...umalis ako ng 10:05 am! Ano ba yan! hahahah...nakipaglaro pa kasi ako sa aso namin eh.
Then, interview sa IRC. ^_^
THen, nakuha ko exam ko sa EEE103. ^_^
Then sumali kami nila raffy and lew sa Stat-en-ek-ek ^_^...or rather. >.< man! those question were hard! Argh argh!!! 4000 pesos divide by 3!!! Sayang!
Then Lew rode along with me pauwi. Then we stopped over at Jollibee Visayas to get some thing to eat. Then of course, the usual talk. I like his plans for UP Circuit. NO more qualms about running. I am 100% sure. Part of my motivation was the realization that back in Highschool, my grades soared even higher than high when I participated in all the school's extracurricular activities...which also led me to win as one of the TOSM. Seriously, life is not all about Grades. Why let yourself grow in academics alone. I believe that you can achieve greatness not by academics alone. Here is one of the things I said to lew...

"OO nga, important ang leadership. Narealize ko nga rin yan eh blah blah blah...parang pag nagapply ka sa DSP...puro computer computer and programming ang matututunan mo (roughly told) pero sa IRC merong programming pero meron ding technical. And that's what makes the difference. Kasi yung mga programming maaaral mo naman yang mga yan sa libro pero yung technical stuff hindi. You gain technical literacy through exposure and experience." Hehehe so ayun ang analogy ko sa leadership. And besides, I thoroughly believe that you can get further with leadership backgrounds. 

Correction: Leadership backgrounds referring to experience with becoming a leader. And not a leader or let's say a Chairperson watchamacallit who just brandishes leadership but hides away when responsibilities come. Tingan mo nga yung EEE days. hindi ko mafeel ang presence ng Circuit. Oo nga tama nga sabi ni Lew. Plus plus!!! Yung SquEEEze raw...ahem ahem...baka hindi pa matuloy...at ang venue hindi pa sure...hindi pa raw nakipagcoordinate sa EEE department. Okay, let's lay it all down...Here is one of the biggest flaws that Kristine E. has. Siya yung Chairperson so dapat lahat ng activities ng lahat ng committees minomonitor niya...at meron din siyang "hand" in the work. Hindi lang puro oversee ng oversee sa mga activities. Yan tuloy sablay sablay...nafifeel din tuloy ng karamihang mga members na IDLE ang circuit. Sayang talaga...feeling ko kasi lahat ng mga naging achievement ng circuit ay parang facade lang para macover up yung mga katotohanan. Parang isang bahay na oo nga maganda fully furnished etc etc pero yung mga ginamit na kahoy para sa structure ay inaanay na...huhuhu sayang. But dont get me wrong, I am thankful for the Lord for helping circuit get that far. Pero...it's just misconstrued. the Lord helped the members get it together for Circuit. Pero sana hindi lang lahat ng bagay dinadaan sa prayers...sabi nga nila God will help us get half the work done and the rest is upon us. Salamat talaga sa 04/05 at 03 ng circuit at ilang mga 02. Haay...seriously lang ah...kasi sabi nun 02 raw ang nagdala. I am truly sorry pero dont rake in the glory. That's just being delusional. Anyway. If I ever become a leader, I will do my best not to become "idle."

Ops. hindi ako namumulitika. I mean, oo nga plan kong tumakbo for FINCOM head pero pero pero pero sinabi ko to para hehehe may reminder ako sa sarili ko of what I felt now that the "end is upon them." hehehe ang sarap maglaro ng words.

PS: Change of plans, baka hindi na ako mag MS EE...hmm...I think mas gusto ko yung career path na mag MBA after 2 years of work experience. Malay niyo...i fund pa ng pinagtatrabahuhan ko ahahahah...leave pero may pay. (rubs hands)

Saturday, February 4, 2006

All things just keep getting better

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Hahaha! Nabura na naman yung entry ko argh! kasi sira tong putang inang mouse na to eh...nadouble click pa. Hmph. Optical ka pa naman din!

Anyway, this day was so eventful...but since na bura na yung una kong nagawang entry...I am very deeply sorry if this entry has lost the original fervor I had poured on it.

Anyway, I started this day like any other...Hehehe...Planned to go to school early....only to end up late! Hahah...I couldnt resist playing with Gringo. Arrived at EEE 23 class 30minutes late! Damn...oh well...hahaha

Then, after EEE 23, I went to my cousin's class and gave him the project I kept on forgetting to give him. Hahaah...it's been 3weeks to a month since I promised to give it to him.

Then, after that, I went to the CS library to read for my Physics 103 exam. Hahaha...progressed a bit then Rose texted me, asking if I could accompany her to Libis. So I first called my mom and asked her permission to use the car to get to Libis...Using the car for whatever purpose I have is no longer allowable for me...May evat ng 12%!!!! Using it for whatever else reason aside from getting to school will no longer be permissible...well...I must abide by this rule...I made it up.

So ayun...pala si Lew ang may kailangan pumunta sa Libis. Haay...Rose rose rose rose rose...when will you ever learn. Anyway, we went to Libis...then ang hirap makakuha ng Parking lot sa techno one plaza! I told Lew and rose to go ahead and go to Canon...and when I finally found myself a parking space...and went to the lobby to ask what floor Lew and Rose went to, eh aba! Bumaba na sila!!! Argh! Sayang, gusto ko pa naman din makita yung mga Canon executive/s (hehehe hoping.) So ayun, then after that punta kaming GO nuts! Douts! Hahaha...libre supposedly ni Lew pero ako muna naglabas...then on our way out of Libis, we parked near the exit road and ate the donuts. Heheh, sarap! Then ayun nagtanung tanong na sila ni Rose about "the past."

Hahaha...here goes...without any bitterness or whatever else fucked up reasons you can come up with:
Wala na akong pakielam sa nakaran. Ang nakaraan ay nagawa ko ng limutin. At para sa mga tanong gusto niyong ungkatin ang katotohanan, eh wag niyo sa akin tanungin, malinis ang konsiyensiya ko...at hindi ako tulad ng iniisip niyo. Kaya...if you guys are looking for closure for your own sakes, then please, your digging the wrong hole, "Go Fish". Para sa akin, ang mga pabigat sa buhay na minsan ko ng dinala ay pinakawalan ko na. Wala ng ano pa man ang makakapaggawang ibalik ang dati. Hindi ko na mahihintulutan pa yun. I am happy, and that's what matters (for me <- dont take this as being selfish, because I am very sure that everyone desires this as well.) I am quite contented with what I have, material things whatever but I am most contented with the friends I have. If ever you guys are noticing any problems with certain people, and you try to unearth whatever malice hides, then, again, dont come running to me seeking for answers. And, No, dont tell me that I am the missing link...that's just so fucked up. There are no links to this matter. Things happened because they should. Nothing more nothing less. If friendships can be formed and mended, then naturally, they can also be destroyed and smited to dust...if the reasons behind the creation/destruction are what you seek, then it's because I had to move on. (PERIOD)

Anyway, I got to class on time for EEE 103! Yey! Per Unit....argh...matrabaho! Anyway, After that class, I fetched my mom at her office and we went back home. Hehehe, I just had to take a shower...Family dinner yan eh...Ayaw ko maging cause for stereotypes on UP students na keso mukha raw mga nerd. Ahahaha...So...anyway, we ate at Greenhills, at Kamay Kainan...Sarap sarap! Buffet! Hehehe, ang daming choices.

Anyway, buti nalang nagpunta ako sa family dinner na yun...yey! May mga angpao! Weeee!!! hehehehe, let's just say na what I earned was enough for another trip to puerto (4 people dapat eehhehe, off peak) pero now, I could last for 5 days. Mwahahhaha...

Then, after eating, since some of my cousins from Hongkong wanted to do something fun here in the Philippines, because maya mayang 8am eh flight na nila papuntang Hongkong ulit...we went to Euro Star!!! Weeee!!!

here are the rides I rode on and some brief description...of the experience I had.

Booster!!!
Astig!!! Hahahaha!!!!! Putek!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! This ride was so exhilarating!! Ang bilis ng ikot...Everything just spins...360 sideways pati vertically ahahaha... Ang astig talaga!! I like the part he upside down ka and you whirl through the ride shouting and seeing the faces of the people you know! Astig!!! One of the most fun rides I have seen. Astig eh...ang ganda pa ng music na pineplay nila sa background...very hip

Flipper!!!
Putek!!! 2 words. Centrifugal Force. Hahahah...Parang OCtopus naman to eh...Pero redesigned...And, frankly, I like the flipper's design better. Para ka nga talagang nasa isang Pinball!!! At ikaw yung ball. Hahaha!! nkakahilo to...Pero super saya dahil sa Centrifugal force pati sa vertical descend sa ilang parts ng ride. Astig!!!!!! 

Log Jam
For some reason, eto na yung favorite ng mga cousins ko, so I seriously got wet!!! Duh, we rode it in...uhm...I dont know...5 times?!

Joker!!!
Puta! Sorry for the indecency pero this has got to be the best ride here in the Philippines!!!! Astig talaga!!! THe sensation of being thrown to the ground and being thrown into the air!!!! Shet!!! Pag ikot niya at sobrang bilis to some extent...Ang taas din kasi ng abot niya eh...40+ meters yung aabutin mong height sa ere...plus nagrotate pa vertically yung sinasakyan mo....kaya astig!!! Certain moments of the ride you are upside down and it would seem like you were falling into the ground!!! Open air din siya and wala na talagang ibang cover sayo apart from the necessary cover to keep you locked tight sa ride...pero...it wasnt locked tight enough eheheh...siyempre hindi pwede yun...baka madurog ka sa pressure pati centrifugal force pati na rin cause ng gravity ng earth. HEheheh...Astig talaga!!!! Certain sensations sa isang part ng ride was like tinatapon ka papunta sa lupa....and...hindi ka na talaga makakasandal sa upuan mo kasi wala kang way to push yourself back...wala kang tinatapakan eh! Kaya yun!!! sa ride...pushed against ka run sa safety mechanism over your body and wala kang magawa kung hindi sumigaw!!! Astig! At sa isang part naman ng ride, magbago ng direction yung ride and you are then going to experience the sensation of being thrown into the air!!!! Shet!!!!

I love EURO STAR CARNIVAL!!! I must go there again!!! Wala na akong pakielam sa price ng entrance!!! I think that it is totally worth it!!!

Wednesday, February 1, 2006

Did all sorts.

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heave ho. heave ho.

I woke up early to get to class early. You see, today is color coding for the car...and I wanted to bring it because of certain reasons like I will be bringing some stuff for the interview, and I wanted to jog around the oval as well...

Okay...so...I planned on leaving for school at about 9:45 am...hehe, even though the window scheme is not yet in effect. I had a plan you see, if I was flagged down by the authorities, I'd tell them that it was already 10am according to my watch...hmm...the car's time is set 15 minutes in advance...I didnt do it...who did? Whatever...As long as it serves as a reasonable alibi so what.

Anyway, yes, as I was saying, I woke up early, ate my breakfast early...but when I reached my room again to start preparing to take a shower, I found my artemis fowl book and started reading it. Hahaha...I decided to stop reading at about 9:35! Hahahaha! So much for all the plans. I finished taking a bath at about 9:50 and I left home by 10:02. I arrived in time for class...well, not really in time...but sort of in time not to be too late. 10:15. (Grins) I drove fast. Exhilarating!

Anyway, after that class, it was already about 11am by then...I called my mom, told her that I couldnt find the polo that I needed for the interview, you see people, I am not an avid fan of wearing anything with collar on it, well, I do wear them only when it is absolutely necessary, like some formal event. But for casual wears, never. So...there you go, I only had 1! polo in the closet (well, 1 that I love wearing, the others are no longer the style I prefer to wear.) So, my mom told me to go to sm north and just buy myself some. So...I went to sm! Yey! Hehhee, I bought myself 2 polos (semi-fit large - from penshoppe) <-there you go guys! now you know the size i prefer for polos...take note of the semi fit. My birthday is on the 11th day of april. ^_^ Sigh. I finally made use of the credit card once again! It felt great. Psyche! Well, yes, honestly, it felt great to buy myself some more stuff once again. It's been a very long time since I last shopped...and made use of the credit card my mom gave me...Must resist! Must resist the lure of materialism!

Anyway, I went home after that, freshened myself up...hehehe...cooped myself up in my room with the airconditioner fully turned on. Afterwhich I tried the polos once more...I was still undecided which of the two I will wear for the interview. After deciding which, I set the other aside for friday...Family Dinner. Then, I went to school. I left the house at around 1pm. Hahaha! Im such a slacker. Anyway, yes, after that I arrived at about 1:10. Hahaha! I drove so much faster this time.

After the class, I headed for the main library and decided to relax...before the interview, I read more artemis fowl. Then, luckily I decided to leave at around 3:50! Ate may texted me and told me to come earlier since one of the other interviewee will not be able to come. So, there, 3 applicants were interviewed simultaneously.

After that, dropped by the tambayan and headed straight to UP theater to prepare to jog. Heheh, I forgot to mention, I changed my clothes in the car twice (to wear the stuff for the interview and the other to revert to the clothes I first had on)! Both polo and pants! After finishing, Issa texted me and told me to come to sunken and hang out. So I did, and we chatted for some time and she had to go and I went to jog.

Haay...sarap talaga mag exercise. Hahaha!

Note to self, dont drop gringo while perusing his fur ahahha. Say no to animal cruelty! He was so excited he slipped of my grasp..."nagtampo ata siya nung nahulog...hindi naman ganun kataasan, mga 1 foot height lang naman...but still..."

Anyway, that's it for today...more updates if more exciting stuff happens...hahaha! as if this update was exciting...Hmm...well, if you were living my life this day then it most probably was!

Saturday, January 21, 2006

Kamameshi!

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Had dinner a couple of hours ago at Kamameshi House! Hmm...yes the one located at the QC monument. Delicious! Well, but kinda of expensive...7 pieces of sushi for 330 pesos?! HUH?! what the! Someone could have eaten at Saisaki and got more than that. OH well, my mom paid for it anyway. And...I liked their kamameshi as well as their ebi tempura...so much for diet

Thank God for eee25 exam! I am just so thankful to God for helping me make it through...I wasnt exactly having a high morale when I took the exam, and not exactly a low one either...Just the right amount. I was even sort of feeling carefree when I took the exam. A very similar experience to qualification exams for MTG and MTAP back in highschool...and they sort of turn out for the better...so...really, Thank God. Prayers do work.

Got my dog alot earlier than I expected. The dog arrived last night! That's why I wasnt really able to review too well for the exam for eee25...haay...I love that dog. Cute like me. Hates to sleep with the lights on. Etc Etc. Hahaha...

Drawn together is on right now. I love that show! Adult humor has never been as entertaining...hahaha...pikachu just sew a tv. ahahhaha! Hahahah! I love JackTV!

oh well...ohh yeah, some people have been asking me if i wanted to run as EEE rep...bakit kaya arise wala pang nagoffer? hehehe...baka di ako mukhang "arisian" i told one that I plan to run as eee rep on my 5th year here in UP. Fincom head is what I think is right for me for this coming school year.

Next week, too much to do. EEE 23, eee 103 exam! Damn it! Must study harder...Oh yeah, I have to get some stuff for my dog...

Thursday, January 19, 2006

stepping up.

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During the my last update I realized, but for whatever reason I dont know of, that now would be the right time to reach higher grounds.

I have decided to...wait...erm...yes...run as the next Finance Committee Head of Circuit...given that bleep bleep bleep bleep..

sorry the bleep bleep part is totally unsure of yet. but other than that...yes...I feel I am ready.

I even made plans for my fifth year in UP. I said to myself...why not IECEP president. LOL> but sadly since there exists power sharing between circuit and erg...it just wont happen...well...we'll see...we'll see what opportunity arises from the experience I shall gain.

I know that it will be very hard. Especially more so since I seriously plan on graduating on time. That would be give or take that I don't fail any more subjects. But failing will be no issue for me. I know that I can make it. Duh. Another 23 experience is not welcome.

Oh well, time to get things started. Time to start studying for eee23 and eee 25.

Oh yeah, last night. yes about exactly 24 hours ago. We were at Pauee's place and partied. ehhehe...can't say no more. Other than...Thank God only 4 of them got wasted. Hahaha. We wouldnt have been able to handle any more.

Tuesday, January 17, 2006

Dslyixea. (what's the word that's the word!)

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Lol. it's dyslexia if you were wondering. Why dyslexia? nothing. just remembered what my Comm 3 told us. She's dyslexic...but obviously, it was no hindrance to her...hehehe...whatever. I am just feeling sleepy right now. Dont mind my mindless babbles.

Anyway, just wanted to share:

1) My prof in Comm 3 demonstrated to us some of the moves she learned in kickboxing...wait...here's the catch: she was wearing a not so mini skirt...something like above the knee...still...

2) I had the weirdest dream. I cant remember the complete details...but it was somehow like...SM NORTH was conveniently located inside UP! ANd here's where it gets weirder. May mala Splash Island sa loob! Tapos sa isang sort of carinderia inside may nakita akong parang kilala ko or nakita ko sa UP and...biglang sinabi niya sa akin...nakakakita raw siya ng fairies...and may katabi akong fairy na masama ang tingin sa akin...then...for some weird reason...i fell off the chair complete with the terrified face and voiceless scream in one. Hehehe...then...next scene...yung SM north naging sort of like aranate na pabilog...and...may nakita akong sort of like demon or taong naka demon costume...yun pala...isa siya sa mga kasama ni HULK hogan!!! (what the hell!!) dumating si Hulk hogan and girlfriend pala niya yung pinagkamalan kong demon...nag tour si hulk sa Pinas kaya ko raw siya nakita...And...ang weird pa rito...di ako naweirduhan sa dream ko...it was like a natural occurence. And then...next scene...kasama ko si raffy then pumasok kami sa almost finished na bagong building ng SM north...then...napaisip ako na ang ganda...(kamukha nung sa Shangri-La yung pagkadesign ng place...then when I actually started talking...My mind just woke up...and...di ko alam na binuksan ko na pala mata ko...

ANG WEIRD!!! pero...may mga details na di ko na maremember...na for sure would have made my dream even weirder! My gulay! Di ko matanggap! Bakit si Hulk Hogan bumisita sa panaginip ko ahahhahaa! whatever...sobrang pagod lang siguro...plus the fact that I leisurely skipped lunch and ate the smallest possible breakfast I could have...no wonder mahilo hilo na ako sa jeep ahahah

3) Hmm...I finally decided what to buy myself...Hindi na palm. Bibili nalang ako ng iPod Nano. pero kulang pa yung sinet kong pera...huhuhuhuhu...poor nalang ako. yung spare pesos ko ganun nalang katiting...must resist...must resist...hehehe...hindi ko nalang galawin yung ibang currency galing angpao etc etc. yung pesos nalang. mwahahahahha...and...for this...kelangan ko na sauli yung binigay sa akin ng kapatid kong...erm...pahiram pala na mp3 player...creative zen nano plus. na bigay sa kanya ng suitor niya. =p

Good night.

Ay wait. gusto ko pala share.

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When I finished jogging last sunday (about 9pm)...I had this weirdest encounter...So tapos na ako magjogging...kabahan pa ako dahil sa mga nakasabay kong mag jogging...or yung ibang mga nauna sa akin...wala na! ako nalang nakapark sa may theater...eh hindi gumagana yung lamp close to the theater...so dimly lit talaga yung place...sobrang full attention ako for possible holduppers...well...full attention sa mga taong dumadaan (20 meters from me) habang nagpapatuyo ng pawis and heeheh nagyosi...then...may dumating na kotse...gulat ko ang bagal ng andar...hmm...shet...baka may baril or kutsilyo at mapuruhan pa ako...(sabi ko sa sarili ko...teka nga...pagnamatay ako ayaw kong pawis galing jogging and half naked na nagpapatuyo ng pawis.) so ako pinatay ko yung sigarilyo ko and katext ko rin kasi si rose and datu kaya pasok sa kotse medyo bukas yung door dahil nagpapatuyo pa nga ng pawis...then...biglang tumabi sa akin magpark!! (well technically may isa pang kotse pwede sa gitna namin) What the hell! Sabi ko...shet...may atraso ba ako rito...or...baka naman may hinihintay lang na sundo. pero...kelangan bang nagmamabagal dumaan sa harap ng kotse ko and nagmaniubra...basta...mahirap pa iexplain basta kung alam niyo yung theater gets niyo to...think din na sarado yung lahat ng access sa oval...anyway so ayun na nga...text text ako. then nakita ko na may special task force sa may oval so safe safe pa ko...labas na ulit ako (kasi nasa passenger side ako naupo nun...eh katapat yung kotse) so pasimple akong lumabas at magyosi ulit para makapwesto sa drivers side still fully aware na kung may lumabas...(kasi nagbacking din siya magpark so yung orientation was that...yung passenger side naka tapat sa driver side)...eh wala namang lumabas sa kotse niya...tapos maya maya may nagmamabagal na namang kotse. WHAT THE HELL...same thing...oh yeah...tinted din yung glasses...like the other one...so shadow behind the glass nalang naaaninag ko...and...nung dumaan parang nakatingin...oh no! baka may modus operandi sa UP na ganito...shet shet shet...then...MORE shet...nagpark sa tabi ko...pero forward park naman so yung driver side malayo...pero...teka...may tao rin sa passenger side...hmm hmm...tuyo na pawis ko then...ready na ako then go...pero hinintay ko na muna maubos yung yosi ko...then...lumabas yung tao sa unang dumating na car...then...parang weird...hindi naman sila nagjogging...pati yung tumabi na talaga sa akin...hindi rin nagjogging...so isip ko talaga baka mga criminal ahahah...criminal na may kotse...uso yun ah...so getting on with the story...isip isip ko...teka nga...baka naman...

oh shet...baka nga naman...baka nga naman...
1)may sort of "happening" sa UP ng ganung oras sa spot kung nasaan ako! shet shet shet shet...isip isip ko. totoo nga ba to...could this be true? aba ewan ko...I didnt wait to find out...wait...I didnt want to wait to find out.

2)eto ang DI KO MATATANGGAP NA naisip ko...WHAT IF...baka naman INISIP nila...Gigolo ako. NOOOOOO!!!! Shet that would be so fucked up. Sana hindi nila inisip yun. Argh! Under the circumstances stated...sana talaga hindi. eh paano na ako magjogging sa up niyan...and...kung inisip nila ganun...teka...hindi naman ako mukhang male prosti. Argh argh argh...baka macompromise pa tuloy ang only time ko para makapagjogging. NOOO!!! Eh kung inisip nila yun...paano pa ang ibang tao! Damn it. What could be worse than being mistaken as a JJ (Jumping Jologs <-eeheheh from Comm 3 class) is...whatelse?! eh di Prostitute!

-> wait...no discrimination yan ah...pero...argh! im just fuming right now from remembering that incident.

3) Or baka nga naman may hinihintay lang silang sunduin. marami pang nagjog ng mga ganung oras eh. sana nga eto yung nangyayari during that time.

good night. shet...nanggigilaiti ako sa inis. 

ay wait. narinig ko yung kanta ng Bamboo ulit. and this time sa Myx with matching premiere
Much has been said.

> sobrang favorite song ko to...unknowingly...I dont know pero pagnaririnig ko to...parang napapaisip ako...kung gaano na kalayo ang narating at gaano na katagal ang pinamalagi ko sa mundong ito...ahahah...basta ewan ko...this is just one of the few songs like...you know...when you hear... you just start to contemplate and really start to be err...how do you say emotional in the lighter sense? well if you do know the word...that's what I am talking about.

>narealize ko lang sa kantang to...hindi na ako galit kahit kanino. =) kung sa ibang mga CERTAIN tao...ilang nalang...and...ilang dahil gusto kong mafeel yun para hindi na ako mapalapit pa ulit sa mga CERTAIN tao na iyon. haay...life...

>narealize ko sa kantang to...subconscious thoughts ko nagsurface! astig diba! effective stimulus yung kanta for me! oh well getting back to what I realized...I think I have become a better person to some extent...and so aga pa the year! (ahahah conio accent. sorry infectious yung sa tv ahahaha)..anyway yes, as i was talking about...eto ang narealize ko ah...I compare myself less sa ibang tao. Like lumabas yung physics exam results. Okay lang sa akin na maraming mas mataas sa akin due to my carelessness during the exam. Wala akong regrets or depression na ang baba ko. Hindi naman sa hindi ako GC pero isip ko...Iba ang laban ng bawat tao. So...it seems futile to compare. Isip ko nun...shet...mas nagaral ako pero masmataas ang ibang tao sa akin...so...depressing sobra yung feeling...pero...hindi ko siya inisip nung lumabas yung physics...or kahit pa yung sa eee 23 and eee 25. =) Hehehe...I really prayed to GOd to help me cope dahil alam ko naman na ganun yung results. well...hindi sila bagsak...and I already considered that as a plus. Hmm...I really do think I've become a better person.

>Hmm...pero downer lang sa attitude ko...napansin ko lang kasi na...Hindi ko parin yata kaya mabago paminsan na I just put up a face...basta hindi naman sa plastic...pero...I make sure that hindi ako FULLY MABABASA ng ibang mga tao. So...in short...I put up an act sometimes. Isip isip ko, I must leave some for myself and hindi naman nila ikaw kailangang FULLY mabasa. Ewan ko ba. siguro kasi isipin niyo nalang na kapag alam na ng ibang tao kung sino ka talaga...BORING ka na. Eh wala ka ng maihahandog na iba eheheh...paulit ulit ka nalang...in short...you will be Predictable. And...frankly that's not what I want to be.

Good night. (This may be my favorite update just yet. =) ) Ang saya talaga mag blog =p

Friday, January 13, 2006

I'm nobody's party pooper.

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Hehehe...prepare yourself tipz. I just finished doing the most part of the assignment for eee23. Wow. That was a lil bit tough at the start. Thank God I recalled most of the lessons I had in Math 53...it sure was needed there.

Anyway, how did I fare so far for this semester?
I would have to say...average...but with very much potential to be excellent. I dont want to sound cocky or anything...but really...everyone has that much potential. Certain factors will inhibit you not to do so...and for my part...

I really believe that my personality to have a strong sense of pessimism in most things can really be a downer. That's why...as an added resolution, I promise to myself that I will become more positive in the outlooks I have, whether they may be in acads, family, whatever, you name it. I just hope that I can keep true to this resolution. It is life changing hehehe.

Okay, getting on...I now am a certified Obessive compulsive. When I looked at my room before I started studying etc etc...I felt a strong impulse to clean everything up because my room was just not classifiable as a study area...so there I went about...fixing my stuff...and found myself consuming about 30-45 minutes of my time getting things in order...I wish being OC will be for the better...Hmm...what made my room a mess anyway....? hummmmm...nevermind.

Also, if ever I forgot to mention, I've already bought myself a desk calendar...Man, it's huge. But I found it really useful. With it, accompanied by my Cellphone (calendar function), I really do hope that my time management will be way better than what I had from last year...

Other stuff:
1) Though I made a promise to myself, erm, more like a resolution, that I would be less materialistic...This is one thing that I am having a hard time getting over. I mean, what the...! I am already looking for a brand new gadget to buy! I am having this strong impulse to buy myself a Palm T|X or Palm Tungsten with Wi-Fi...hmmm...though I wont be able to make so much use for it...Argh! Got to resist this impulse! Must concentrate on other things...Must think of the Laptop that's coming around March...must resist...

2) Man, Im getting stockier by the minute! I hate this! Hehehe...I am already expecting quick results from my newly adjusted low calorie intake. Must remind myself that it took me about 6months to a year to lose 10kilos...Well, I had ROTC days back then...and I commuted...Hmm...maybe I should stop using the car...I mean, I'm already so close to UP.

3) IRC. open for application. Thanks ate may for informing me! "Talaga tong si Idol ang bait bait!" hehehe, just to flatter you, I had a talk with some of my friends...your orgmates as well, and you're one of the 3 people we'll miss the most from the females of batch 01! Ate elma is also one of them...and...erm...ate fil and ate liz will have to be tied at third. =p OH MAN! Ate dyan din pala! hehehe well, 4th nalang. (Ops! Di ako sumisipsip...totoo yan!)

4) I finished managing the desk calendar...and MAN! Grabe! I will not be stress free until february...err wait. I dont think I will be stress-free in such a long time...Baka hanggang MArch pa! Oh no!!! I'll crack for sure...For the coming weeks, I have to read for eee 25, eee 23, physics 103, eee 103...I will also have to practice solving some problems for those 4 subjects as well! Buti nalang I have Comm 3 for some breathing room. I love comm 3! especially my professor...Ma'am TP! You're the best! Walang antok antok sa class niya sa sobrang enjoy! Trust me on this one. If you're planning to take comm3, take ma'am Teressa Paula De luna!

5) Hmm...lastly...My sister is already leaving by the 27th of January! Oh no! Madalas ko pa naman yung awayin pati sungitan...Must make it up to her...hehehe...nakikita ko na yung mga nasa movie na magkapatid na madalas magtalo ehehheeh...Hmm...Albergus seems like a nice place to treat her and my mom to...mura eh...Note to self...treat them either this saturday or the next (After eee25 exam.)

---ay...ang bilis ko na talagang magtype! hehehee... no tingin tingin or tuldok tuldok...hehehehe...naamaze lang ako kasi nung tinuturan palang kami nung gradeschool ng teacher namin I recall myself saying..."Ano ba to! Ang hirap magtype ng hindi tumitingin or hindi nalang tuldok tuldok method..." and lo and behold! Grabe ang bilis ko na magtype...ehhehehe...gusto ko lang ishare...

---eto rin ishare ko...ang galing dun sa main lib...yung 2 stores on the opposite ends...magkapatid pala yung mga may-ari...si ate amy pati si...err...nalimot ko na...suki pa naman din ako run...

Tuesday, January 10, 2006

Dull`

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dull. Life's becoming boring for me...NOT!

Anyway, last week has been so stressful. Even since the holiday break, I think I have posted that I've done almost nothing but study. Yes, Physics103 could have that effect on you. And, right after that physics exam, I was to face studying my EEE 103 exam. Here's my humble opinion with regards to those two:

Physics 103. The exam was fairly easy if you studied. But me...yes I think I did fairly well, 'cept miss one problem that was worth 20 points. FUCKING carelessness. I hate it. Bullshit. I forgot to get the squareroot of one part so i got the square of the velocity. For the other part, the transverse velocity, I fucking added a 2 for the area of a circle. so now i had 2pi(r)^2 Damn it. I just hope sir tumlos will be willing to give out partial points. Damn it. 

But wait, I have to be satisfied though. EEE103 has better news.

EEE103. The exam would be fairly hard. The objective type and essay were...erm...damn! I cant even find the right words to say. It was just...challenging. Other friends would have skipped the parts that they didnt know of. But me...ahahah...I made up some answers thinking that I might get some grace from sir Ivan. I just hope so. But then comes the problem solving part which would amount to 70 points. I think I "aced" that one...assuming that the people I compared answers with after the exam got it correct as well. hahaha...ASSUMING.

Anyway, I really hope I have remedied the low morale that I have been experiencing before and a bit after the physics exam...and also I hope I have remedied and have stopped the trend that was developing for my first exams. Sigh....first came eee 25. thank God I passed that one! Seriously, for other readers out there...I didnt get a 90+ on it. trust me. on this one. I have been humbled. Then for eee23, I just hope that i get something that's like above 70 or something.

Oh yeah, I forgot to mention...what have I dont to remedy the situation? Well, I pep-talked myself into it. Hehehe, and asked for God's help as well. Hehehe It was this one night...It was like I was the athlete and God was the coach type or something like that.

What a bore...you must be getting tired of this...

so let me get on to saying.

I know some people have formulated a list of like resolutions or something. But I dont think I ever made one last year and I dont plan on making one for this year. I just have a few things that i would like to happen for this year.

1) continue my success in oral hygiene- I recall that last november 2005, I barely touched the floss with toothpick end thingie. But now, I have almost gone through my supply. Yes folks, I floss everynight and floss whenever I get the opportunity to floss after eating. Hahaha. I just love my set of teeth!

2) continue my progress in getting physically fit - If you happen to pass by UP during sundays at about 7pm...Look out for me =p I'd make it a habit to go there and jog at that specific time. But...why so late? I believe that I prefer that time because there are less cars, so less smoke (a sarcastic laugh from anyone?) also less people. Heheh, I am not anti-social or anything but...I just noticed that many people stare...well, those who jog as well..."kaya pati tuloy ako napapatingin din sa mga nagstare sa akin. nyek."

3) Probably one of my more important resolutions is...Stop thinking about others...whatever they may think or say of you. I think this was the worst trait I had last year 2005. It just starts getting so distracting...Haay...I just hate the fact that I must have been raised this way...So self conscious. Argh! I hate it. I probably is because I pressure myself too much with my own self expectations and others' expectation as well. Anyway, I think I managed to accomplish this during my EEE103 exam. I "zenned" the distraction away! ahahhaha seriously. Wait, it may not have been clear. Let me site an example...erm...of how my mind usually works when taking the exam. "Concentrate concentrate then a thought pops up...(usually in Tagalog) Will I get the highest score among us friends. They expect me to get good grades..." HAhahaha...Fuck right? Damn it, I dont even know if I do think that cause I dont. The thought just surfaces and...anyway next.

4) Another of my resolution is repentance of the mistakes and faults I did last 2005. I repented. I asked for redemption. zip.

That's it for my blog entry.

Oh yeah, I finished the 3rd book of Artemis Fowl. Luckily It was not heavily dependent on the second book. I bought it in the wrong order. I skipped the second one thinking that the one I bought was more exciting...ahahha...but stupid me...It's a series...though it's not really obvious since they dont put the usual roman numeral after each like HP1 HP2 whatever.

School bout to start. Got to get going. WAIT! IM ALMoST LATE. Haay...I guess I'll have to take a cab...<- what I also want to stop doing...change for the better! Dont make being tardy an excuse to use the cab! If I had less money I dont think I would...??? Resolution 6? Hehehe of course not!